Sunday, December 30, 2007

my being a single mom

Ive been encouraged by my niece to search a partner here in net but to no avail.
I am a single mom of a 9 year old sweet and bubbly young boy. Ive never been married, a single mom cause the father of my son is not available anymore when we had an affair..sad to say though..cause we love each other and we decided to create a family.
I believe then that it will not be a successful bonding because I knew we will hurt his family in the process. I had a doubt then, but our love for each other was so strong that we decided to "cross the bridge when its there". .I was even offered a marriage in a different city we lived in just to asssure me of the future with him. But i believed it won't work, so, I gave him up.
I was confident then because I had a career and I had the support of my christian church. I wanted to regain my confidence and trust of my elders since I handle a higher position in the ministry I was in. I knew then that what I did was a sin in the eyes of the people and of God.

But in that process, I did receive a punishment. I lost my business, and suffered financial difficulty. I had suffered emotionally too because when I need most the support of the father of my son i cannot find him anymore. I knew that he tried to regain the trust of his family too.

Now, I have just begin to build my career. I now, connected to a christian school as a bookeeper where my son is enrolled. He is now in grade 3, but sad to say, still longing to be with his father.


Story said...

Hi ate,nice blogs keep on posting more topics.

Story said...

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sweet said...

weng, thanks for the comment. my password is just the same..
te dulce